I'm too much weak emotionally...

Hi, I'm 21 years of age. I got committed a few years back. But we haven't married yet. I have teeth defects, I ensure covering my mouth while I laugh, Or I never do open smile. I know I have a good face, even he used to compliment on that. But now he started to tease me about my teeth issues. He motivated me to do open smile all these years, but I never tried, as I have these insecurities. As time passed he too changed, now he started to tease me on these, but I can feel he loves me. Maybe he teases me because he wants his girlfriend to smile and not to hold happiness. Even I know he teases me because he loves me, I feel very awkward and less wanted, makes me kind of depressed, it is affecting our relationship too. I confessed everything to my best friend and she referred me to a clinic in Houston for the treatment. We went there yesterday and I was quite confident to opt a 6 month braces treatment until I saw a girl who has been through the same treatment, she was slightly crying with the pain. I know, we cant always gain without a small pain or hurdles. But I'm a very sensitive girl. I'm kind of afraid of the treatment now. I'm unable to move forward now. At the same time, I personally wanna do this badly! I don't know what to do now. I hope people here who have prior experience in orthodontic treatment can help me to be strong. Also please tell me your suggestions about the mentioned clinic.
Many thanks in advance!

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